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  <title>electric sleep</title>
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  <description>the dream was that everybody had a key of their own, the key could be used anywhere to open your own pocket dimension. if you were to imagine a lock, you could turn the key in the air and a holographic door would appear allowing you to enter. on the other side would be a world entirely of your own choosing, with no other people. i often used my key to get out of arguments and go to a small room, with a cozy loft and a large rainy window.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sometimes you could fall in between dimensions if you opened doors within them, in this case you would come across long hallways and could meet a few other people. if you opened an unlocked door in these hallways you could join someone else in their pocket dimensions. a couple times i had nice people enter mine and we would enjoy quiet company.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love the idea that any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=taiyangjingling&amp;ditemid=1972&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>dream</category>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 02 Mar 2026 00:36:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>the archivist</title>
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  <description>cuneiforms scrawled on the tattered ruin walls, in all their former glory&lt;br /&gt;ancient glyphs withstood the test of all time, and they spelled out our futile story&lt;br /&gt;an experienced traveler could have read the writing from o&apos;er a thousand miles away&lt;br /&gt;but our eyes back then were convincingly dewy, and the clouds oppressively grey&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;listening carefully for the sweet intonations, that i might catch a clear view&lt;br /&gt;you asked me to trust your intentions, but how, when i don&apos;t even know you?&lt;br /&gt;i said &quot;very well, im the archivist after all,&quot; and i sat myself down at your side&lt;br /&gt;and yet i was facing backwards- blind loyalty and hopeful resolutions- my cyanide&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you forced the puzzle gates open, and sure enough hidden chambers part&lt;br /&gt;you positioned me onto the altar, the centerpiece at the labyrinthes heart&lt;br /&gt;the temple suddenly burst into waterfalls, flooded over as if time had been unfrozen&lt;br /&gt;this wasnt my vision but somehow i knew, for this was what i&apos;d always been chosen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sky and sea clashed while we drifted apart, and i watched you set sail for the currents&lt;br /&gt;im not like you, my only small closure; then for what was this violent insurgence?&lt;br /&gt;as if by pure instinct, a membranous bubble forms and around me it begins to glow&lt;br /&gt;this way i cocooned myself away for good, and dove deep down into the undertow&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=taiyangjingling&amp;ditemid=1443&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>poetry</category>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 02 Mar 2026 00:34:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>animism into the blooming field of animation</title>
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  <description>how so that you could destroy it?&lt;br /&gt;how then so that it could be destroyed?&lt;br /&gt;could you not feel the crushing weight of it?&lt;br /&gt;held between human hands only to be consumed&lt;br /&gt;what is the difference between life and energy?&lt;br /&gt;collectively we contribute&lt;br /&gt;and our contributions become the soil we die in&lt;br /&gt;prioritize surely as we all must&lt;br /&gt;but do not turn a blind eye to the suffering of the universe&lt;br /&gt;and all of its children and grandchildren&lt;br /&gt;it is you who will set the course&lt;br /&gt;if only you would compromise with the moon&lt;br /&gt;so that the tides may shift&lt;br /&gt;forever, in the direction for the future&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=taiyangjingling&amp;ditemid=1178&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>poetry</category>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 02 Mar 2026 00:33:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>perpetual spectator effect</title>
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  <description>the symbol of what it means to be a real person,&lt;br /&gt;but you were already a real person, what was the use?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so incoherently are the thoughts strung together&lt;br /&gt;that they finally begin to resemble something alive&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i look in the mirror and i see someone else&lt;br /&gt;but i also see me, because that is who i am&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ingrained from birth are the ideas of what is true&lt;br /&gt;the slow, painful realizations are the only way of undoing it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;words understood through millennia only to be repackaged, resold&lt;br /&gt;and here i was in the midst of it, wondering what this has to do with me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;now it is clear as day, but it cannot be restated&lt;br /&gt;all of the little quips&lt;br /&gt;all of the little facts&lt;br /&gt;all of the little truths&lt;br /&gt;it was by design and so was i&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=taiyangjingling&amp;ditemid=809&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>poetry</category>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 02 Mar 2026 00:31:11 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>venus in aquarius</title>
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  <description>each person, to me, is a unique constellation.&lt;br /&gt;and the realization of just one lone star&lt;br /&gt;can raise the continuous awareness&lt;br /&gt;to all those that play off of it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;different lives intermingle with one another&lt;br /&gt;in a behaviour that mirrors this image perfectly,&lt;br /&gt;and it comes together in the most immersive web,&lt;br /&gt;humming with dewdrops on each silken strand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i can see every spark when you allow yourself the moment,&lt;br /&gt;and i am constantly connecting the lights.&lt;br /&gt;i can feel the universe expand when you share it with me,&lt;br /&gt;and i could toss myself into it forever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so this is what it is to love.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(written for her)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=taiyangjingling&amp;ditemid=615&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <category>poetry</category>
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